This article is a condensed version of the upcoming book The Pain and the Promise. The video below gives a summary of Volution Theory and focuses particularly on what I call the Pain and the Promise – the split that happened between humanity and the Earth, and the healing that is required for us to access the subtle realms that will enable us to successfully navigate this transition. It was originally hosted by Puria Kästele for the Conscious Evolution Summit 2020.
The Pain and the Promise
Something is breaking open.
You can feel it in the friction in our societies, in the tension in our bodies, in the restlessness in our souls. The world we built — or inherited — no longer holds. The foundations are fracturing. The maps we’ve relied on no longer guide us. And beneath the noise of the headlines, something deeper is stirring.
We are in a moment of profound transition. Not just political, ecological, or economic — though all those layers are in flux. The real shift is existential. We are being asked to remember what it means to be human. And what it means to be part of life.
The Pain
At the root of our crisis lies a story of separation.
Somewhere along the way, we forgot. We forgot that we are of the Earth — not above it. We began to believe we could extract without consequence, control without compassion, and engineer life according to our own designs. We reduced living systems to machines, relationships to transactions, and ourselves to producers and consumers.
This forgetting didn’t happen overnight. It unfolded over centuries. A slow drift from the felt presence of the living world into the abstractions of the head. From relational participation into detached observation. From being part of a sacred whole into imagining we were at the centre of it all.
The pain we feel today is the echo of that forgetting.
It shows up as ecological breakdown, but also as emotional numbness. It expresses itself in institutional collapse, but also in the quiet grief of disconnection. It manifests as burnout, polarisation, and chronic anxiety — the symptoms of a species that has severed its own roots.
And we are waking up to it. We are feeling it. Sometimes slowly, sometimes all at once. And when we do, when we allow ourselves to really feel, it hurts. As it must. Because pain is not the enemy. Pain is the body — and the Earth — asking us to pay attention.
There is no bypassing this part. There is no “solution” in the old sense. There is only the courageous choice to stop, to feel, and to listen.
The Promise
And then, something else begins.
In the space that opens when we stop running, when we let go of control, when we rest into the grief — something begins to stir. A new rhythm. A deeper coherence. A pulse of life that feels less like invention and more like remembering.
We start to sense that we are part of a much wider intelligence. That there is a deeper field of life in which we participate. That creation is not just something we do, but something that arises through us when we align.
This is the promise that lies on the other side of the pain.
A Consciousness Civilisation — not in the sense of futuristic perfection, but as a way of living that flows with life rather than against it. One that integrates the rational and the intuitive, the masculine and the feminine, the individual and the collective.
It is a civilisation where energy is not just measured in kilowatts, but felt as coherence. Where governance is not control from above, but resonance across. Where education is not about stuffing minds, but about awakening presence. Where the economy circulates value, not just capital. Where leadership listens to the field.
This is not fantasy. It is already happening.
In individuals who choose to slow down and listen. In groups that attune to shared emergence rather than rigid plans. In organisations that follow natural design principles. In indigenous traditions that never forgot. In innovations that rediscover what’s always been true.
We are starting to experience this consciousness. We feel it in our bodies when we stop trying to manage everything. We sense it in groups when the energy shifts and something larger than us starts to speak. We notice it in nature when we pay attention and the world mirrors us back. We know it when we remember — even for a moment — that we belong.
The Threshold
We are on a threshold.
On one side is the world we’ve known — with its achievements and its wounds. A world of towering intellect and repressed instinct. Of incredible innovation and unspeakable harm. A world now cracking under its own weight.
On the other side is something we don’t yet have words for. It is still emerging, still fragile. But it feels more alive. More human. More in tune with the deep intelligence of Gaia.
Crossing that threshold is not a matter of ideology or reform. It is a matter of consciousness. Of field. Of resonance. It is about how we show up. What we pay attention to. Where we speak from. What we are in service to.
And most of all, it is about whether we are willing to stay with the pain long enough for the promise to take root.
Glimpses
Over the past years, I have seen glimpses of this promise. In my own life. In circles I’ve been part of. In research projects and leadership programs and quiet moments of grace. And others have seen them too.
People speak of a spaciousness. Of an effortless coherence. Of synchronicity with nature. Of group fields that think and move and feel together. Of actions arising not from plans, but from presence. Of simplicity that evokes, not reduces.
One person said, “It was something I was dreaming of deep inside myself for quite some time, yet before I had no idea where to find it.”
That is the invitation.
To remember something ancient and emerging. To find it not out there, but in the field between us. In our cells. In the breath of the Earth.
A New Story
The story we are living is not just one of collapse. It is one of return. Of re-membering what we are part of. Of integrating what we forgot. Of becoming available to the next step in the evolution of life — not by force, but by resonance.
It will not be easy. The pain is real. The work is deep. But the promise is here.
The full Volution book is now available – info here.
Here is a video of a talk I gave on the topic:
